Once a govt rebel, now a helper of the helpless (2)

An interview with Linn, our Goducate worker among the depressed communities in East Malaysia.

Linn is a Filipina who now lives in Malaysia, with her husband and her three children. Her husband is working with poor migrants in Kuala Lumpur.

My dad would tell us stories of how he sent himself to school and his brother. How he would apply for the most mundane job of road construction and the big boss would make them wait the whole day before talking to them. How he got scolded by their landlord because he wants to go to school and not work the sugarcane farm. He felt like the rich people wanted him to stay were he was, ignorant and powerless to change his circumstances. He read a lot.

And he tells us also of the nice rich bosses who treated them well and who gave us things / gifts when we were growing up. And the poor friends who are nice and helping us in any way they could. Told us not to forget to repay by doing the same to others. to treat people as human beings.

It was always “serve the people.” taught us to think and to speak up, not to simply agree. At home we could always say what’s on our mind even when the norm says it’s disrespect when you do so, but my parents thought otherwise. they made us read – newspapers, reader’s digests, time magazines, books which considering their salaries were a luxury.

Some time after the release of my dad, he filed a case against the sugar mill because the laborer’s benefits were witheld from them.

I remember my mom asking for his paycheck each month which he could not produce since he has to pay lawyers. After 10 years, he won the case in the supreme court, the sugar mill was forced to release benefits not only for my dad but to the rest of the laborers. By this time we had transferred already to the city, my dad started his own electrical/repair shop. When we visited the district, my dad was hoisted up in the shoulders of old laborers,everyone were happy – I was puzzled. I learned the stories later from my dad’s friends and much later from my dad.

The political events in our country and where i was during those times contributed much to what happened to me.

I was graduating from high school when Ninoy Aquino was assasinated, afterwhich I entered U P. (University of Philippines) and it was the season of strikes and protests. It seemed so natural for me. I wanted to do something meaningful so I gravitated towards the student council, my friends were much older than me. I was a misfit – not beautiful and fair like the rest of my high school friends who did not make it to the same school-my interests were different, not clothes etc.

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Once a government rebel, now a helper of the helpless

An interview with Linn, our Goducate worker among the depressed communities in East Malaysia.

Linn is a Filipina who now lives in Malaysia, with her husband and her three children. Her husband is working with poor migrants in Kuala Lumpur.

Linn
Linn

PC: Linn, how long your dad was imprisoned?

Linn: My dad was imprisoned for 5 months when i was 5 years old 2 months after martial law was declared by President Marcos.

PC: Why was he imprisoned?

Linn: During those times, everyone who has a dissenting opinion from the gov’t were rounded up. I remember my mom bringing us over to visit him. I saw all the other uncles mostly public school teachers, colleagues of my mom but more friends with my dad.

My dad was a laborer in the local sugar mill (central de azucarera del pilar) which meant that the people he went with were of a different league, but did not seem to matter to him. My dad’s friends were progressive minded, so was he.

They would invite speakers for their fora. The org was a local chapter of a national org of professionals. (My dad during investigation told authorities why were they insisting that he was one of them since he was only a high school graduate, not a professional)

The last forum they had, he was manning the projector. They did not know that all their names were listed. After which martial law was declared, then the crackdown.

PC:
Why did you become a leftist activist – was it because of injustice to your dad?

Linn: I guess it was more of the environment I grew up with more than what was in my blood. Our house was made of nipa (attap) with bamboo slit floor but was quite big, elevated from the ground which serves as storage area.

It was a humble, simple house but we always had people at our house, not just relatives needing help but others i remember simply as uncles and aunties. There were different groups each time from all walks of life, some staying for some time.

Much later I heard from my lola (grandma) and mom’s cousins stories about how our house was surrounded by military men looking for my dad one night but could not find him. I have no recollection of this though

What i remember were meal times, bedtimes, reading times when my dad would talk to us about making it good in school that we should become somebody not to get rich but aim to be able to help the poor.

He said the poor had no one to help them. Even when they are innocent they cannot defend themselves simply because they don’t have money. And that there’s no one to help them. So he said we should always think of these people.

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